Hues of Green

Hi! Shay here! An art student from Norway, who is awkward and .... well I'm just really your average dork. I enjoy good literature and warm summer nights. I also love Graphic Design and Chai Tea.
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things i want to do with u:

  • take u to a place with low light pollution so u can look at all the stars
  • make out
  • dance by ourselves in the middle of the night
  • go to a cool place
  • bathe together
  • walk around a museum and hold hands
  • play the sims using the most ridiculous strategies 
  • make out
  • build a blanket fort
  • make out in said blanket fort
  • love you forever

(via caterpiie)


February really felt fast, suddenly it’s March! It’s maybe because of the one week winter break. But then again it could be because I’m looking forward to so much things this year. .. or wait shouldn’t it be the opposite? Well, I know for sure that I wasn’t all that busy these past few weeks, besides from school I don’t really do…. shit. 

But let’s summarize it in bullets and pictures. 

  • Mom and dad’s anniversary, we went out for dinner. We were supposed to go to this seafood restaurant next town, but they can’t serve anything cause it’s out of season and they don’t have anything in stock. So we drove around that town for about 30 minutes and we couldn’t find anything, but thank God someone suggested to just go to the other town. We went to a place called.. uhm at the moment I can’t recall the name of the place. Though they served okay food, it wasn’t all good but good enough. 
  • And then Valentines! I got a package full of sweets and a card from my beloved babe~ It was the sweetest thing ever, and the card made laugh since it had a cheesy oneliner on the back. 
  • Oh and  I did a little video for him (I sang), cause I’m  … lame. But hey it’s the thought that counts right? 


  • This was the weirdest thing ever, it’s tea but it’s chocolate. I mean it had the herb taste in it but it was chocolate. Ugh, it’s rather difficult to explain, though it was good. 
  • My winter vacation turned out as usual non-productive. I played games and was stuck in my room the whole week. But I do not regret every single bits of it. I needed it, though I’m not sure I deserved it. 

  • Though before the winter break ended, I went out with Mr. Kitty and tried the new sushi restaurant. I was a bit disappointed since the sushi were so small, like I know what small portion means but holy fuck they were the real meaning of TINY. It was good, but it did not really satisfied our hunger. So we went to the supermarket and grabbed some more food. 
  • Lastly … I got my first Quadrakill in league of legends. HAHAHA. This is a big deal okay.  xD

Anyways, I’m getting more and more excited for all the things that is going to be one month closer since February is almost finished! *screams*

Have a nice day!

"To feel so much emotion for one person is … actually not bad."

Him and I started going out November 11, 2013. Well I shouldn’t probably use the phrase “going out” cause first of all we’re not and we can’t, since he’s from another country. Hence I shouldve said “we started a “relationship”,… yeah this is more appropriate.

And no I don’t want to label it as”long distance” cause I don’t hear people fucking saying “OH IM HAVING A SHORT DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP” a relationship is a relationship no matter what. (Oh the rant, I couldn’t help)

Back to the main point.

If i were to describe “him” there won’t be an end to this post. But I would say That he’s an adorable human being, and I do not know how to express my gratitude that I got to know this amazing person.

I never really set a standard for what I look for men. Cause I know we’ll always end up going for the complete opposite anyways. Though I can say this for sure. He is what I’m looking for. Heck I didn’t even know he’s what I’m looking for. Sometimes I even think that he’s way too good for me. But I’m a bit selfish so I’ll just take advantage of the situation for as long as I can. Haha

He is like the cherry on top of the ice cream and the star on the top of the Christmas tree of my 2013, he made everything extra better.

He makes me feel so much emotions that I didn’t even know that it’s possible to feel every single damn day. I didn’t believe that there’s someone that can light up your day every single time, but it’s hard to deny it when someone actually does the magic.

I’m happy, scared, and thankful, but most of all I’m madly inlove.

The Happy List- 

  1. The little talks I do with my mom; future stuff. 
  2. Listening to BIGBANG nonstop. 
  3. Having a great sushi night with the nerdos. 
  4. Using up my last instax film on them. 
  5. My mom buying me a budget app! 
  6. New books! Finally!
  7. Shopping when everything is on sale! 
  8. Talking to him everyday and getting along so well. 
  9. Nostalgia
  10. My uber clean room! 

The last two weeks has been pretty okay and COLD! 


Even Jesus agrees with us.


Even Jesus agrees with us.





I have no clue what to do. Besides from school and my usual routine I don’t think there will be some new shit going on this year. Well, I’m going to be 18 this August, that’s one thing. Though to be honest I’m really not that excited being 18 and all, cause unlike other teenagers, I don’t like drinking or smoking nor doing some legal self destructive shit. 


I have none, well I gave up having new years resolutions long time ago, but I still think about it. Though this year I really have nothing. 


I just want to get out. Like away from this hole that I live in. This April we’re going back to the Philippines for my early 18th Birthday celebration. I’m excited… well I want to be excited. Right now all I feel is anxiety and fucking “I DON’T WANT TO DO THIS”  Though I’ll try to be positive throughout the whole trip. I have the whole year to be negative anyways. 

Speaking of..

..negativity, I really need to shove positive stuff  up my throat. I have been way negative these past months, heck these past few years.

Well this is a summary. 

Happy New Year. 


flowercrowns too kawaii

*Badum tss!, waddaup Star trek reference!* 

Though in all seriousness,  I am unable to function normally. My eyes are tired. Headache. I am just tired. My face wasn’t even snapchat worthy this morning. I slept around 2 and woke  up 5.

You know when you think you have control over your own emotions and your psychological state? Sometimes you just fucking don’t and cant. You can be aware, sure, but it’ll be there until you do something to resolve the issue. 

I’m tired.